Alhamdulillah, feeling grateful and relieved.
It was a lil bit late to achieve as i thought ill be able to pull it off in 2017 but its okay laaaaaaa
I still manage to score big points in life this year. FINALLLLY U DID IT IRAH
I was more stable financially, i managed to save some savings and i managed to bought myself a car.
I GUESS I SHOULD BUY IT EARLIER BUT i am that type who waited and waited until i think i can. It always the neccessity over what i want (except my makeup) which i always bought 😂
Ahhhhh Yay! My very first car. It is a red myvi. And i waited sooo long for it. I thought i was able to drive it by the end of the school week but things got stucked because of the stock problems amd bla bla bla....
fast forward to November 24th, I finally got the car. Got it one day after school holiday started.. my feelings? Urghh but whatever I HAVE YOU NOW. And i named it ......
*drum rolls*
IVY MATILDA hahahahahaha
Its IVY for short kekek
On the other hand, my husband got us a house at Meru Ipoh and im loving it sooo much. I am super excited spending my holiday with him in our house. I was so happy that after all our pillow talks of buying a house and living together.. we did it! Finally we did it and we did it with our precious one inside my tummy😀😭 the one we longed for and waited for. Mak was right “sabar manis buahnya”
I always have this paranoia of not having my own kids but the moment i found out I was able to conceive nothing else came out in my mind rather than i was sooo thankful that i can get pregnant. Hehh we tried our best almost two years, and i did read some couples even tried harder than us. But God is great. He gave you what you want what you need.. at the right time and i think this is the right time for us. I didnt want to tell anyone at first because I didnt want to offend anyone who waited their turn, just like us. I told my mak first and i called jiji asap. That moment is total failed. Jiji was still in his sleep mode, completely mamai. And i .. being so paloi directly said that i might be pregnant.
My first positive test...
Hahaha that was 5 months ago.. Alhamdulillah, first trimester went well. No extreme muntah muntah, and morning sickness happened but it was hard for my back. The back pain is real as i travel a lot. I got tired quickly and i want to sleep more during daytime. I also stayed a lot in Sarikei as I did had spotting at the earlier weeks of pregnancy. I was afraid but the doctors comforted me saying that some women might have that symptom during the earlier stage. But they suggested me to rest more and travel less. So i have to say bye bye Kuching for weeks..
My first scan when i had spotting.I was so scared and paleeee
Other than that, it was a normal discomfort for pregnant women and yeah i was high on sugar so i bought the sugar monitor machine to monitor my sugar intake haha. Sadly, i also need to say bye to my everyday morning coffee routine 😭 i read it is not good for baby. Hmm i pray that this pregnancy will be going smoothly Aminn and i hope that my baby will grow healthy and smart.
Ouh ya. I also feel relieved that me and jiji becoming more stronger each day as we argue less than a year before haha. Sometimes i admit it was me who are always emotionally unstable and always wanted more attention. #women 😂 i sometimes cant stand my woods life thats why hmmm
But seriously.. looking back, we survived that stage of fighting over everything and then it was a stage where we get used of each other perangai and all and then a stage where changes to a mature us cameee OMG and all the fb memories made me soo malu with the old me hahaha and we are now moving on to a stage where we accept each other flaws but still argue on silly things. Fuhhh but i cant think of anyone else who willing to face this journey together. Thank you sayang for everything. You are as hard as metal outside but sooo soft like my maternity pillow inside hahahah and i love you so much for whatever you did for us and I still geram for whatever things that upset me #womenneverforget #getmenewmakeup HAHAH
#lagisayangiftemanIbelimekapslalu😘
Other things? Hmmm I am still the most manja one in the family who misses her parents when I’m away from home, very attached to mak and abah and the one who always request good food from them haha. The older i get, the more family time i need and i feel safer with them besides me. For 2019, i really hope that i can get closer, live together with my husband as i really need him a lot lately. Being pregnant without husband and family closer is hard. I was lucky that i have great support from my friends but i still need my husband and family around me.I guess i must be more patience then.
And i have my new goal this coming 2019.
My own house. And ill try my best tto achieve that goal 💪🏻💪🏻
I just need to work on my money management more, save more income and get more income.
I hope things will going great and better in 2019 insyallah.
