DEPRESSION

Honestly, im not that good in handling my emotions. Going tru depression is killing me! Damn everything just sucks. I'm crying myself to sleep. I hate this. I used to be soooo sabar than this but now I JUST CANT!!! i wanna go back home. i want that space, where i can live with my family with no worries, no doubts, no tension. I SUPER HATE this place! and all the words that bring me down just make my heart feels so keras untuk berlembut with everthing, nak take everything calm and steady. I cant help it anymore. Can i be that strong again? to just telan, hadap dan rasa semua ? hish