love vs good looks

Good looks. The first thing in ure wishlist untuk lelaki dan perempuan idaman. But then will u actually love that person if they dont own a good heart? I annoy bila boys mengimpikan to get beautiful girls, body cantek bla bla bla but lepas dapat what happen? Sekadar bangga dapat these beautiful girls for u to show ure friends but not loving them with all ure heart. Tak buang masa u sendiri melayan keranah perempuan2 cantek tu. N then bila body diaorg berubah gemok lah cacat ka bekudis ka hati u pun senang2 lah berubah kan. Reason nya u just love their good looks 200 peratus dari yang lain. Sama jugak untuk perempuan yg nak perfect boy sgt. I honestly that type yg akan jugak tengok good looks but then when i slowly get to know someone special,i will fall with their personalities or anything good in them. Ada ja yg mcm tu jugak. I just fikir tak adil untuk type sebaleknya tadi. Because makin u tua pun benda tu fade away jugak. I kagum dengan bapak2 yang setia dgn mak mak yang dah tua,tak pandai begaya, saiz badan pun dah comel2, tak pandai mekap tapiii still sayang bini beribu lemen. Zaman sekarang banyak lah macam tadi, body berubah,hati pun berubah. Piki hati sendiri boleh, tapi jangan sampai menyakitkan hati org lain. How about ure spouse? Anak2 ka? Parents yg impikan anak2 hidup bahagia bekeluarga? Slalu baca ayat "tuhan tak bagi apa kita nak, dia bagi apa kita perlu" now i agree with this.

miss me

I wonder what will happen if i die young.. i mean like now. Will anybody miss me. Will anybody act care about it. Or will they just be like.. "okay,stop crying.life must goes on.." i wanna feel it again. For somebody to miss me real hard before i die because when i die i cant feel it again. Miss me will you??

feeling off lately

Conversations... What do you feel when you talk with someone and ure the one yang act looking too eksaited to talk with them? Or they suddenly tembak u with hurtful words, sometimes bukan hurtful words but then words yg make u think ah bodohnya cakap baik2 last2 aku kena main main. How can you make someone feel that way?? Suckers. I always think like okay what words shud i use to make sure this polan polan feeling good everytime they talk with me, everytime they text me. I get this a lot nowadays. I think when u are getting older, u mmg kena jaga hati sendiri lebih,pujuk hati sendiri lebih. Sometimes, no one will care that much for you. Becoz everyone gt their own priorities. Sigh. Missing my childhood. Less stress,more fun and nothing to care

WALK AWAY

HOW DO YOU LOOK AT SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND TELL YOURSELF IT'S TIME TO WALK AWAY? TELL ME HOW. I JUST CANTTT i'm not ready yet but i cant do this anymore.I force myself too much. Some things are too complicated. i cant fix them anymore. I even dont know if its love or i am the one who are too crazy over you. hurt.