white horse,come to me :(

Holding on, the days drag on

Stupid girl, I should have known

I should have known

I'm not a princess

This ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off your feet

lead her up the stairwell

this ain't a hollywood

this is a small town

i was a dreamer before you went 

and let me down

:(  :(  :(  :(  :(

AIR MATA DARAH!

okay, hari ini  situasi mengejutkan dari cik gha

sangat nervous dan takut bila dia datang bilik dengan mata berdarah2. 

jane pulak dah tutup mata tengok. aaaaaaa.

takutnya masa tu, dalam kepala dah piki pasal dia akan buta dah

kami pegi terus klinik yg 'berdekatan'

dekat lah sangat.

promote sikit

 pegilah kalau tersakit tapi tadi servis lambat ckit..

yg pengsan boleh sedar balik kalau menunggu ups

ada pakcik sakit tdi slow sbb tu kali

(mangsa tersebut)

masa ini dah boleh la buat muka macam ni

kalau tak di ajak ketawa dia menangis 

kalau menangis nya kua aer mata tak kesah

ni kua aer mata darah, siapa berani tengok?

hero kami

special thanks to jane sebab dialah paling takut. haha

sampai dah mmg macam mexican punya org asli dh jane =P

hee

baru prasan diri kecik =,=

mr doc tu cakap mata dia mmg dah kena infection,

jadi bila tgn gatal gha gosok2 mata, berdarah lah kt situ.

err.. tak paham sebenanya..

yang pasti dah ada lah tu kali ketumbuhan yang tak diundang

giha siap tanya kena operation ka tak haha

nasib baik dia cakap tak

works =,=

dear bebeh..

i am currently working on my essay for social study

i choose the topic of "mommy track" n i find it is really hard 

to elaborate on this issue.

i do find all the materials needed for this issue 

but it seems to be not really enough for this essay

so, i think i have to do it as good as i can
with the materials dat i already have..

this is due to my bad parts in presentation

the only way to get higher marks is only in my writing part

 which is also not good. 

i'm mampus lah if this thing melarat2x.

as mr. gaz told me before,

i really need to back up. uwaa

i guess that he get dizzy with me, because..

during his class i like to merapek2x

if not i will get sleepy..adoiyaa..
its complicated as many things have to do

while doing works i will have a habit of menyinggah to other works

which are facebooking and now blogging. haha

see, now i menyinggah kat sini..

i dont noe lah.

sometimes, i really felt that my hearts is somewhere else

which is not in iptho

but this is wat i choose

have to love diz place so i can be more focus on study

boleh kah? -,-

i better continue to write my essay, 

later i'll story mory again okay. huhu.

ya, i do not have rights, but i do have HEART

I AM

the girl who always looks sad but claims she’s fine.

the girl who puts sad away messages up everyday.

the girl who when she sees you, smiles a half a smile.

the girl who always has time to listen to you vent 

and is willing to give her opinion to help you in anyway that she can.

the girl who cares about helping everyone but herself.

the girl who cries every night before she goes to sleep.

I really want a day to go by

When I’m not trying to be happy

coz

i'm tired of  smiling when i'm sad

i'm tired of laughing when i'm mad

i'm tired of hiding the real me; but i'm 

too scared of what others will see


Do you know what it feels like to hate yourself?
Do you know what it feels like to wish you were dead?
Do you know what it feels like to hate your world?
I do.. & it's eating me up inside.






i look into the mirrow
a voice came out
"im so stupid"

sakit itu menyakitkan

aduiiiii...

kau dtg tanpa di undang

di masa2x aku bnyk kja lagi =,=

errr...sakit nyaaa :(

p/s: thanx 2 jane n gha kobe yang jadi nurse n doktor, hurmm..

korang memang bebakat! 

DreamWorld

semalam pegi karok dgn gha.

unexpected plan, sbb masing2 tak tau nk buat apa dah

aku nak jugak tunjuk tibits tu. sebab?
sedap,  lapa sangat suma bnda mcm sedap,

kalau tak jadi bahan tikam2. 

 tak tipu pic ni shantek (: 

tapi mulut ttp maintain burong babe :<

sin yi ckp kalau kau senyum lagi comel 

*comel lah sgt* haha

aku paksa2 kan jugak senyum -,-

at the end of the day ===> totally FUN

ouh yeah tak lupa, rindu kat sayang aku ni
xoxo

yeah!=)

alhamdulillah
things get better.

thank you Allah
=)

i wanna go home!

u're tears is killing me mom.

i just can't bear it.

really wanna be with you now.

p/s:MARCH! 

PLEZ COME FASTER

i wanna go home!

mixing with these

TAKUT

SEDIH

MARAH

everything ada,

knowing things 

but i can't do anything bout it.

it's sangat sakit dan seksa

 days are getting harder here

i wish i can go home.

HATE

i can find a thousand reasons why we shouldn't be together...but i dont care. 

Now,i just want to hate you.

 

 

 

IN2IT

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.

i really hate tido siang
bangun2 lepas tido kepala macam hang!

penin yg teramat sangat.
so i think kalau tak nak tido siang
BANGUN PAGI KENA BANGUN LAMBAT2x


ok tak? HaHa

MODE: FENING

ok, please 4give me.

KHAS UNTUK AWAK

awak kawan saya yang paling great,
kalau ada 10 top frends,
awak lah no.1 tau
tapi untuk awak
mesti saya yg ke 10 kan?

saya jahat, saya x fikir awak,
saya bodoh sgt x perasan
saya dah buat benda sama
yang pompuan 2 buat kat awak

saya mtk maaf sangat2x
saya x nk gaduh pasal benda nie
awak pun tau skrg saya mmg kusut
jadi saya rasa suma saya buat
mmg x bepiki sgt pada mulanya
saya tau awak hurt sangat
saya tahu semuanya sebab awak
piki pasal apa saya buat kt awak

maybe awak nmpak saya macam x seda salah
awak nk cakap apa pun cakap lah wak
sebab saya x tau lagi macam mana
nak tunjuk macam mana lagi
yang saya betol2x rasa bersalah

saya x penah dalam situasi ni dgn awak
klau nk terjadi pun saya mmg cpt2x akan elak
saya x tau lah mcm mana boleh jadi mcm ni
maybe saya yg telalu membenarkan
perasaan suka dilayan 2.
saya terok,saya mtk maaaf tulus dari hati saya

saya tahu awak mesti tahan diri dari benci saya kan.
ya allah.. tolonglah jgn benci saya awak.
saya dah lalu banyak benda
kongsi banyak dgn awak
saya x penah ada rahsia dgn awak

kat sini,
saya nk awak tahu sangat
saya mmg betol2x mintak maaf
awak cakap lah awak
apa yg pelu saya buat skrg
dhlah jaga ati awak pun saya fail
saya pun x tau dh nk buat apa
tolong lah jgn sbb ni kita jadi jaoh ok =,=

saya sayang awak sangat
again,ikhlas dari saya,
i'm so sorry.