wishes

Sometimes,all I'm thinking is to go far away and living by me myself. Away from problems,dilemma,choices and decisions. I wish I can live without thinking of others. Living by only caring bout myself because I cant please anyone. Sometimes,things are really hard that I wish "God please take me now. I can't do this,I can't never do that" but I'm still here. God still want me to be here. Learning, changing and waiting for the good in life. The thing is,  I had fallen many times that I'm now feeling so tired to get up and try again.